that’s what it feels like.
or maybe another analogy:
look, your favorite food – chicken rice, chocolate bar or whatever you like,
placed before you, in all its glory.
you want it you want it you want it
now, walk away. step away from the one thing you want the most.
or another if i may-
like dangling a carrot in front of a damn donkey;
what happens when someone cracks you open and realized that you’re not the present they wanted?
that’s easy – they give you back.